Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Holiday ABC's

Accomplishments
1. Extra sleep – staying in pj’s and then napping was awesome!
2. Yard improvements and household reorganization – mulch added, grass planted, garage access re-done, sorting and shredding files.
3. Progress on crocheting projects – Katie’s baby afghan is looking good.
4. Time for leisure reading – several new books captured my attention.


Blessings
1. Fun with family – nephews and nieces especially, sleepover and movie included.
2. Bliss of unscheduled evenings – I love my extra-curricular activities, but sometimes it’s just too much after a full day of work.
3. Great weather – freedom to enjoy the out of doors, and then come inside to air-conditioning.
4. Good health – the ability to work hard and play hard should not be taken for granted.


Core Truths
1. Everyone needs time away from work and routines – the office was fine without me!
2. Life is short and adventure is found everywhere – take advantage of opportunities to try new things.
3. Despite what home-improvement shows preach, you can be content with less – and most of us have too much!
4. My God provides all I need – prayers are answered in His good time, and I can rely on His doing what’s best for me... today and always.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Sucking It Up

In the past 10 days I've had stomach flu and a back spasm. Not at the same time, but one after the other. I took less than a half day off of work to suffer at home. Because I'm stubborn and also stupid and work alone, being at work and feeling miserable wasn't a huge deal.

I must admit that by the fourth day of "sucking it up" and being a grown up, I was ready to be sucky and just wanted to cry. You can't die from having an upset stomach, but I really wanted to curl up in the fetal position and feel sorry for myself.

Since "the cancer" any new physical ailments give me pause... did we miss any of those crazy cells during treatment? Where might they take hold next? What would it feel like if???? Why is it so easy to worry?

Although I'm healthy again, my brain gets funky when I'm tired. It will help to rest and break routine with my holidays that start in 2 days! Hopefully I can take steps to achieve balance between work, rest and play. I'm looking forward to tackling some projects, hanging out with friends and family, and reading some new books.

I KNOW that all my days are in God's hands. I BELIEVE that He's healed me. There is REST in Him and it is sweet.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Party Time

Yesterday I had the opportunity to celebrate the birthdays of two of my four nephews - ages 13 and 5. It was a really quick visit. (Today they hit the road for holidays.) My gifts were a "hit" and Grandma had cake and candles... necessary ingredients for a good family party. I enjoyed all the hugs!

Tomorrow my parents mark their 49th wedding anniversary. I marvel at their "discussions" that seem complicated even about simple things. Yet, they communicate with love and it works for them.

Marriage has thus far eluded me, and I relish my aloneness. Even contemplating the effort it must take to maintain or grow an intimate relationship boggles my mind. However, I digress.

Where I was going... was that marriages that last should be celebrated. Generally my folks take the opportunity to watch Canada Day fireworks as part of their anniversary celebration. They won't eat cake. Mom is watching her weight and Dad is diabetic. Perhaps a special dinner or a bouquet of roses will be part of the ritual tomorrow.

Today my country celebrated its birthday. A mere 142 years old. The televised ceremony from Parliament Hill was quite something. Not necessarily my choice of music, but the dignitaries always interest me.

I've experienced some of the protocol required for working with the Governor General... and a few years ago it was my privilege to assist at an event with Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth.

These people are honoured for their position. They certainly hold some power in the world... but they are only human. To me, respect is one thing. Honour - that's reserved for God.

I'm convinced that God appreciates a good celebration. King David danced to express joy or victory in battle. We need to acknowledge the abundant life we have in Christ. It's time for a party!